Tuesday, January 12, 2016

making a murderer y'all

I have been wanting to get on this band wagon for forevers. This week I was finally able to during my stretch off of work. Tomorrow evening marks day 1 of 8 in a row (my normal rotating 8 on 6 off) so tonight I was able to get both girls into bed by 9:15 and we're popping popcorn as we speak.

I'm about halfway through and I have so many thoughts!


"Leaked texts between Brendan Dassey and his mom."

Though my heart really goes out to poor Brendan,  I couldn't help but thank the internet for these creations.

Can't wait to converse with everyone who has finished the series once I'm done and finally click through to the different theories I've seen floating around.



Keeping my eyes on Lenk.
Leia

Monday, January 11, 2016

happy birthday to me!

Twenty-six. How wonderful to have gotten this far!

The days leading up to my birthday have been filled with homework and fun! School is fully back in swing and I've only stepped foot on campus once so far. Online classes are NO JOKE. There are things constantly due and I'm already struggling to stay on top of it. 

Thursday, January 7
  • 8:00am chemistry
  • 9:30am physiology
  • Target run with the girlies
  • loads of online work to try and stay ahead
  • finally started Making a Murderer



Friday, January 8

  • had 'Walter White' come and give us an estimate on a new water softener
  • lunch with friends
  • disappointed by lunch based on my recommendation
  • went to the mall for the first time since the Santa incident


Saturday, January 9

  • got glammed up by Caytee; it happens maybe 4 times per year
  • partied at my work holiday party
  • drank White Girl rosé which was one of my best Christmas presents
  • had the Fat Jew acknowledge the fact
  • spent my first night away from Piper since she was born
  • missed Brendon in the process



Sunday, January 10

  • celebrated an early birthday dinner
  • went ice skating
  • ate a marvelous cake made by my sweet Kennedy



Monday, January 11

  • sweet 26
  • got a record 3 cards in the mail!
  • caught up on the Golden Globes as a morning treat
  • got treated to The Revenant by Brittany
  • and it fucking snowed


All in all it's been another great birthday. Got a few lovely gifts including some Victoria Secret fancies which Kennedy insists are from her, haha. I survived my first night away from Miss Piper! Though I think I ended up missing Brendon more; we aren't big cuddlers throughout the night because I get way too hot but my brain knew he wasn't just on the other side of the bed. Big thanks to Adam for the alcohol induced snoring, moaning, and groaning from the other bed. If you're reading this, you're worse than Piper! You're lucky you're my bro. And Leo looks disgusting, you say? Yeah, he and Tom Hardy both look hideous for basically three straight hours. The acting, though? Phenomenal. I'm so happy Leo won a Golden Globe for the performance. My fingers are crossed this will be his year at The Academy Awards. And.. in case you missed it.. this is what happens when Lady Gaga doesn't say, 'excuse me'. Bish, it's Leonardo DiCaprio, YOU EXCUSE YOURSELF.




Steven Avery are you guilty or nah?
Leia

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

mid-week meal share: lasagna soup

 As I'm typing up this recipe I'm silently weeping to myself thinking about how tomorrow marks the start of the 2016 Winter semester at school. I'm excited and dreadful at the same time.

So this week we made lasagna soup! Brendon said that it's the best one yet but the girls were not the biggest fans. It was a bit spicier than I had anticipated even with the cheese garnish. This is yet another recipe I found on a quick Facebook video. I gathered ingredients from here and I copied the instructions from here. So, on top of my own alterations, some of the ingredients were missing. Obvi.

Cost effective: yes, ~$16 for a large pot that will serve dinner and plenty of leftovers!
Easy to concoct: absolutely.
Nutritious: I'm going with yes on this one.

Grab a pen and paper or your handy-dandy cell phone to jot down a list of ingredients; some of which are altered as I've warned you already.

And heads up, these photos are uggo buggo seeing as the sun had already set by the time I started dinner. Fuck it, it still tasted great! :) (How I wish I could emoji's, qwerty smiley's don't really cut it anymore)

 1½ pounds ground Italian sausage
3 cups chopped onion (I used 1 cup of cooked onion)
4 cloves (2 tsp) minced garlic
2 bay leaves
2 tsp dried oregano (I used Italian seasoning as per usual)
2 tbsp tomato paste
28 oz petite diced tomatoes
6 cups chicken stock
8 oz pasta (fusilli per recipe, ditalini per me)
*½ tsp crushed red pepper flakes
*½ cup finely chopped basil
8 oz ricotta
½ cup Parmesan cheese
pinch of pepper
shredded mozzarella

First off: the fact that bay leaves came with a shaker lid really cracked me up.
Second off: if you know me, you know that I despise onions besides in a few exceptional forms. 3 cups of onion seems like too much onion even if you like them so I used only 1 cup and sauteed them first.


1. Since I love pasta, I used an entire box vs the 8 oz that the recipe called for. I didn't want to compromise the broth, so I cooked the pasta ahead of time instead of cooking it in the broth.
2. In a large pan heat your Italian sausage until brown. The instructions say, "not necessary to use oil since the sausage gives off enough fat of it's own." They don't go further to say whether or not to drain the grease.. we drained out most because there was a lot, but left some just to be safe.
 3. Once sausage is cooked add in your onions and garlic and cook for five minutes, or until the onions are soft.
4. Stir in the oregano (Italian seasoning), tomato paste, and crushed red peppers* until evenly covered.
5. Trip over Piper because she's dumping out a cup of Cheez-It's and sorting them into another bowl.
 6. Stir in the diced tomatoes, bay leaves, and chicken stock and simmer on medium-low for approximately 30 minutes.
 7. While this is cooking, mix together the ricotta, parmesan, and pepper.
8. If you chose to cook the noodles per the recipe, you'll want to add them to the broth now and cook on high for 8-10 minutes.
9. If you cooked the noodles separately, add them in now and cook until heated through. And attempt to take an artsy cooking picture with the bay leaves you fished out.
 10. Scoop generously into a bowl, add some cheese and basil* on top, and ENJOY!


Oh my gosh, you guys. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo delicious. Brendon and I absolutely loved it. The girls.. not so much. Surprisingly Piper didn't want much to do with it, and Kennedy complained that it was too spicy which at the time of serving I didn't notice, but when I warmed it up again, I did. The second time around I didn't have any of the ricotta-parmesan-mozzarella topping which could have played a role.
Bahahahahahaa. Everything about this picture screams white trash. I can't. Haha.
She graced us with her presence all the way from Kansas to let me know she thought this meal was crap.

The absolute only thing I would have changed was to save pasta on the side instead of mixing it in all together. When I re-heated the leftovers the noodles had absorbed so much of the broth. It was still yummy, but it was more like goulash instead of soup. This one will definitely be saved and used many times in the future.



I don't want to go to school tomorrow!
Leia

Monday, January 4, 2016

back on schedule

Ah yes, though we've been celebrating and indulging during the holidays I've still had to maintain my work schedule, but this week everything starts back up again.

This Monday morning is brought to you by 9a pre-school! Kennedy was excited to go back which made me happy but after picking her up at noon her mind seemed to have changed.

Me: "So did you have such a good first day back to school!?"
Ken: "Yes! But do I have school tomorrow?"
Me: "You sure do!"
Ken: *sigh* "But maaaaahhhm!"


Seriously looking forward to the teenage/high school days; the sass is strong with this one.

After I picked Kennedy up from school I was feeling more burnt out than usual, so the girls and I spent some time on the couch together and watched some good old fashioned Paw Patrol in hopes that one.. or three of us would fall victim to a nap. Piper was the only one who ended up snoozing and I still consider that to be a success. When the time unfortunately rolled around for me to start getting ready to work I had to maneuver Piper off of my lap and onto the couch. To Kennedy it must have looked like I was going to move Piper elsewhere to continue her nap and she politely asked, "Can you please leave Piper here with me so I can still have someone to snuggle with?" You guys..
I just love her so much and I love how sweet and kind she is towards her little sister. Of course I obliged hoping that the moment would last for more than five minutes, and it did! Almost an entire thirty minutes went by before Piper woke up.

I live for moments like this.
Leia

Sunday, January 3, 2016

preach!

Today I started the third book during my break from school:

3. Her - Harriet Lane

2. The Grownup - Gillian Flynn
1. The Power of the Dog - Don Winslow

Sharing because this paragraphed just screamed at me and had me yelling, "PREACH!" to myself, especially after my post about wanting to prepare better snacks for the girls:

"I never realized how much mess is involved with living," I say, with a little laugh, giving Chrisopher a matchbox of raisins and lifting him out of the chair. "You know: just making him a meal is the act with a thousand consequences: all the peeling and cooking and cooling down and cutting, and then afterwards all the scraping and rinsing and wiping and sweeping. One stone, all these bloody ripples. Just the act of tidying up the chaos seems to generate more chaos. I open the cupboard to get out the mop, and when my back is turned he scatters clothes pegs all over the house, or hides the Hoover attachments in the recycling box. Or I find him wandering around clutching the bottle of bleach."


And tomorrow Kennedy has school again.
Leia

Saturday, January 2, 2016

snack time

Okay, now that we're officially two days into 2016 it's time for me to divulge my long list of resolutions to complete the mantra: "NEW YEAR, NEW ME!". 

1. I'm just kidding.
2. I'm not changing.

The New Year is a good excuse to give yourself goals to start on the road to a better you, but if I'm honest with myself, I just can't commit to any big changes and even if I did I would probably falter after a month day. Eating healthier? Working out? More me time? HAHAHAHAHAA.

But speaking of eating healthier it is one thing I want to try to do for the girls.

Snacks in the house usually look like this:

Am I ashamed? Just barely. When I've got a million things on my plate I don't have time to sort out fun snacks and arrange them by color in a cute bowl. Uncrustables and squeeze-y fruits and vegetables are readily available for quick and easy "nourishment". 

The Gerber graduates and squeezable food for baby astronauts seem to be nutritionally sound. There are around 14g of sugar per pouch but at the same time none is added; it's natural sugar found in the different fruits that are added. I'm not one to go too into depth thinking that Gerber is hiding something from me.

The Uncrustables on the other hand.. these are something that I know the kids (or myself..) shouldn't always be grabbing as a top food choice. Sugar wise they contain less than a Gerber pouch, but the list of ingredients is a mile long. That's where my concern comes from over eating these bad boys.

So, starting now my goal is to try to make their snack time look more like this:

I know that I won't always be able to take the time to prepare things like this for them, but I am really going to put forth an effort for their tiny tummies and growing bodies. Yes, I'm considering cutting up lunch meat and breaking apart graham crackers prepping! It will probably turn into me rationalizing why it's okay to give your toddler an entire container of black forest ham and sending her on her way.



Hillshire Farm: GO MEAT.
Leia

Thursday, December 31, 2015

farewell to 2015

First I'll start by saying this year flew by in what feels like the blink of an eye. So many great memories and only a few horrible things.
Snapchatting the New Year in from "work". Maybe.

  • turned 25
  • got a new car
  • read a lot of great books (current: The Power of the Dog - Don Winslow)
  • survived polar vortex
  • started hating SeaWorld
  • saw a great bond form between sisters
  • celebrated the birth of two litters of kittens
  • found really hilarious stuff on the internet
  • didn't get fired from my job in the process
  • MOVED INTO A NEW HOUSE!
  • celebrated two years of marriage
  • traveled to Ohio for a James Franco gallery
  • selfie'd with James Franco! (yes, the picture is small but I like to show my proof!)

  • stood up as a bridesmaid at one of my best friends weddings
  • celebrated and wept when Piper turned one
  • cried when Kennedy started pre-school
  • celebrated and wept when Kennedy turned four
  • started a little blog
  • successfully completed my first semester back to school
  • only cried a little bit from stress of that first semester back to school

The worst thing that is coming to my mind that personally affected me was having my rims and tires stolen off my car. It was totally a 'WHAT IN THE DAMN HELL' moment and I'm still baffled by it when I think about it. The punks who stole my tires not only stole my tires, they used our landscaping bricks to prop my car up in the driveway! Oh, you shouldn't have.

The worst tragedy I experienced was mourning with a family and our community over the loss of Amelie, or Amie. Diagnosed in 2012 with an extremely rare form of brain cancer fought her hardest until the fight became too much early this year. Unfathomable. Scary. Insane. My heart continues to ache; and more selfishly the thoughts of something happening to my children.

To add a little cheer back to the post this is what's currently happening at the raging party at our house while I'm toiling away at work. I mean HOW DARE ANYONE compose a blog post while they are on the clock!



HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Leia